Spectrum of Meaningless Words

If we find us in a dark hole,
No sound, no light, no sound of birth
Then that's the life we live now
Above this land, above the earth.
How to be happy, none knows it
None dare to know it too,
"Oh, leave it my boy", they would say
And I would suffer above the earth.

"Here is a pessimist", someone would say
Someone would hate my golden thoughts,
They don't know how to imagine,
How to create a cheerful earth.
I am crazy. Yes, so am I!
Vexation is my companion,
But how to be happy I don't know,
I know, none is happy above the earth.

Love? Happiness? Help? No, no!
None can love and none can help
And a friend? Oh, do you know
That what's the meaning of the word, "friend"?
I am alone, so to mean
Is it a life? What does it mean?
Thats the hardest question of now
Who will know, will say WOW!

Pleasure of life, we have lost
We don't know what it costs,
How valuable this life is
We never think; it's not our thought!!
Everyday comes and everyday goes,
We can't use it fruitfully,
How can we? We dont know
The pleasure to be always free!

What unrest!- I would think,
Always going and going, chasing and chasing
Someone would say, "Oh, nonsense!"
Whatever you do, love will not spring.
Are we men? Or the worst beast?
Did we ever enjoy the smell
Of green grasses? Did we say,
Be happy. Love everyone to have glee?

Dirty thoughts and dirty deeds
Made us lose everything,
Rhythm of life we didn't see,
And will not see in future too.
When the holiness touches me,
I cant think of myself then,
I forget that who I am
I forget my all pains.
Joys, sorrows come and go
I take rest in my life-seashore
I don't have any feeling or pain,
My heart doesnt beat any more.

Oh! I am dead; I am no more
My soul is searching of a peaceful place,
Only the darkness is around me
What is the life I cannot guess.